What the f**k did you just do?" Caitlyn Jenner says she had massive panic attack after gender reassignment surgery

Caitlyn Jenner has revealed that she suffered a massive panic attack after her first gender reassignment surgery.

The reality star has opened up about her life-long struggle with gender issues in her new book, The Secrets Of My Life.
She wrote:

"This has never happened to me before. I am always in control of my emotions, but not tonight. Get a grip. Just get a grip. Try to take a deep breath. In. Out. Another. In. Out.
"It's not working. I am having a panic attack. Every questions that I had before the surgery hits me again, only this time like a stream of bullets. Without embellishing - and I swear I am not
embellishing - it is like I am convulsing inside.What the f**k did you just do? What the f**k did you just do? Stop it. Just stop it! I can't. What the f**k did you just do?!! Louder inside my head. WHAT THE F**K DID YOU JUST DO??!!

"The cold dread of fear. The public may be accepting of me in the 20/20 piece [The Diane Sawyer interview]. But I was still Bruce when the cameras rolled. They haven't seen me with my face altered and augmented breasts."


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