Jay Z admits to cheating on Beyonce,apologizes for the miscarriages and mistakes in new album 4:44

Beyonce opened up on Jay Z's alleged infidelity in Lemonade and it appears Jay Z has admitted his guilt in the title track of his new album 4:44
Part of the lyrics read

"I apologise, often womanize. Took my child to be born. See through a woman's eyes. Took for these natural twins to believe in miracles."

Elsewhere on the album, Jay Z also references the fact that the couple suffered through several miscarriages together, and regrets not being there

"I still mourn this death/I apologize for all the stillborns/ 'Cause I wasn't present your body wouldn't accept it."

He also expresses severe guilt over the thought of his children ever finding out about his mistakes, and the fact that he risked his marriage and family life:

“And if my children knew, I don’t even know what I would do / If they ain’t look at me the same / I would probably die with all the shame / ‘You did what with who?’ / What good is a ménage à trois when you have a soulmate? / ‘You risked that for Blue?’"